life of a confused person

2010-02-25T20:22:00.001+08:00

heyho
today was damn boring slept lyk practically the whole lsn day lol
tt bitch sia
i think she is just saying this cuz she gt no one else to blaim

2010-02-17T21:02:00.003+08:00

this is for tt somebody
just to say im sorry
editted version ^^

Hey gurl look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I chase you according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my princess?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

im sorry:?

2010-02-17T20:40:00.001+08:00

oh yeah
sry to fullstop
cnt send back the valentine's thingy
i was somehw nt dere
if u wanna a belated
i dun mind^^

2010-02-17T20:31:00.002+08:00

welcome to my lonely blog,
got nothing to say actually
just came back from bangkok on tues day
buy some crappy stuffs for some crappy people
sian so far only gave it to pei yee
and mario
i also dunno why i bought it for him
shuld have bought it for full stop instead...
her one i dunno hw to give it to her
lol
she lyk nt angry
but still\
she called me a F.I
its lyk with alot of stars behind the word
the whole night after i saw it
i was disturbing my sis and kieve the other guy tt followed us to bangkok
llol
totally pissed them off
man,if u see whis swimming
tell me whether u have forgiven me anot cn ?
nt tt i will die or something
i just dun lyk people to hate me behind my back
its lk total ass u noe
pls dun call me a F.I again
i may nt be able to control my anger ^^
if u wanna see the photos or noe bout the bangkok trip
go to my sis blog and see lo
she gt more time than me
^^
who willl read this boring blog anywayy ?

fullstop all the way !!!!!!
(i think she lyks me ^^)
nah jk luh i dunno also
she just keep looking^^
ba ha by>>>

2010-02-11T01:55:00.002+08:00

hieeee
swee ling is getting crazy over some unknown gangster
sot one lor
gt no brain
shuai got use mehs?
he also nt good
nice face but dun lyk u gt use mehs ?
no brain one sia
hais
people use ur brains ???
haha
now in the air port waiting for the plane
cant wait man
school is fine
dunno wat cca to join
lol
air port is so boring
got nothing to eat ^^
i quite hungry sia
just now steam boat never eat much cuz drank too much
lol
hmm
bangkok gt wat sia ?
need buy something for jolene gina and pei yee
lol
my lonely birthday is coming soon
so sad im nt in sin
but even if in sin so wat?
i dun think anyone will wish me hapy birthday one lors
not the person i wanna hear from sooo damn much
she siao already
...
so far my happiest birthday was last year when terence and friends come to my hus
then we go play bball
lol
wish he culd continue teaching me the guitar sia
now rust already
although play everyday but no improvement
lol
Boring !!
i go play bball on xbox360 already
byiieee ???
peace out nt!!

2010-02-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

my life came crashing down today.

sian
my parents nt giving me line
until dunno when
they say wat
see attitude first
watever
anyway
it will come
sooner or later
sian
she totally said no today
sad
sad
so damn sad man
why must it always be lyk tt
nvm
always trying to get over it
...
my life is miserable...
sad
cant wait
wed night going to fly away leave
all the troubles behind
but only for lyk five days ?
nvm
good enough
maybe when come back
its a new me
and she will realise what she
had chosen was so damn wrong
nvm
tt is all

nights
people
tagg

Life came crashing down
and no one seems to be coming for my rescue
she just stepping on it
making it worst
understand tt life is short
...
stay cool

2010-02-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

miss saying iloveyou

hei
nth much
my new life in green view rcks to the core
rageane is the funniest person u cn ever find in the whole world man
nt getting any better with me and her
life is getting boring
i going for basketball
in the end
i realised tt they need players in order to win but if they
are bais again
i really am quitting
damn sian
life is boring
tmr singapore slingers coming our school coach us
then sat go play against united world colledge
again
i really wanna play sia
go there when sit at the edge of the chair but then cnt play
damn sian
hope to play soon in a real match
...
she dun wanna join netball
sad
her coach so good nt lyk our so bais one
duno why she just dunno hw to appreciate
nvm
nomba

peace out

2010-01-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

an old friend send me this:
a girl and a boy were holding hands and suddenly the girl asked
girl:am i pretty?
boy:no
girl:do u wish to live with me?
boy:no
girl:will u cry if i leave you?
boy:no
the girl started to cry...
the boy pulled her close to him and hug her.
she cried even harder
the boy kissed her in the lips to stop her crying and said:
"u are nt pretty,but u are beautiful"
"i dun wan to live with you,but i live for you"
"if u leave me i wont cry,but i will die.i love you..."

nice rite?

2010-01-27T20:24:00.002+08:00

hey today was fun!!
lol
first fun day with her lol
she may nt realise anything though
saded sia
anyway go celebrate akif birthday
this is the first time a class did this for him sia
since pri 1 to nw no suce thing
im sure he had a time of his life too
basketball pratice was damn fun:)
played match against some seniors
then if we score one they do ten push ups
lol
our atttack very strong but our starting lyk shit sia
before reach half court line already foul
lyk wtf sia
if we good at front and back
trust me sia
they going to do a hundred push ups
lol
when will she accept it sia
lyk damn long later ...
but i think by tt time she already lyk someone else one lor
for sure
unless...yeah
but very little chance one luh...
i wanna continue basketball
but my father lyk nt happy
cuz tt training ended at seven then he lyk fed up sia
also nt my fault tt the coach let late rite ?
anyway join pvc also cn pei her
so still ok
i wanna win something sia then he lyk dun understand sia
i hate it
when they deprive me from my intrest
it sucks lyk totally
sch is fine...

all tt im after
is a life full of laughter
as long im laughing wif u

2010-01-22T23:01:00.003+08:00

Dreaded
sian
why do ppl just come and go in my life
at the same time same place and everything
i finally made it into the basketball tream
and they wanna us to play with international teams
i think we playing with united world col
lol
we must win the senoirs
they beat them 21 to 41 i think
but coach says tt they can score more
so we must play better than them
...
life is getting boring
usually the cycleis tt
if the person is unusually high in sch
then he is unusually quiet at hme
but becuz of some stupid reason it became opp
but when i high at hme is the worst choice u cn ever make
lol
with parents nt even fun
sian
life sucks
abandoned

we just gotta leave the past behind
including those ppl tt dun appreciate
♡♡♡peaceout____________-

2010-01-17T20:47:00.002+08:00

hell lo
today was quite boring
wanted to go park but over slept
lol
in the end stay at home help my dad lighten some load
do some rewiring for both computers
like tiring
this is the first time i did this and without getting cut
lol
then go airport
send my father
i finally ate mega mac
lol
i noe im pathetic
but im not getting smaller
so try to stop arg ?
or shd i say prevent
nw come back then use com until 930 then i go pack bag liao
sian
so bored
there is this person i meet in sec sch
lol
she makes me confused
whenever i talk to her she makes me think whther i deserve to be love
lol
well i have to wait until feb
and ask her again
well its nth much
bye
see again next week i think
lol
time to study

2010-01-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

heyhey,
just came back from sec 1 orientation camp at gvss
1e3 rox...
and so do all the other class mates tt came for the camp
esp...
it was the grsded second of my most fun camp...
the best was the scout training camp for the secong ranking in the troope
it was damn out going
damn fun
i learnt to take out my shirt while wearing another shirt in side without letting anyone see/...
well i failed the first time and both shirts came out
luuckily i was facing the wall
lol
but after tt it became a brisk
we won snacks
but i gave mine away
^^
thks eveyone tt wrote in the appri page
except ryan
he wrote
tall and fat ?
lyk wtf am i fat
maybe he is just jealous
he ask me bring him go gym at my country club cuz he say
he too weak
lol
im not strong also wat
...
sad the only nagative thing on the list
i wrote on swee ling's appri page
:vote her for class chair person
well i really wanna tt
cuz no guys in our class have tt kinda of
hw to say
power
management power
lol
we were discussing in the toilet lol
cuz we was cleaning it then duno who brought up tt sub
anyway there was two of tt comments on her nack
lol
vote swee ling
im going to pass out paper msg in mon
lol
gd luck then sl;
lol
wanna details of the camp go swee ling's blog...
lol
bye then

VOTE SWEE LING FOR CLASS CHAIR PERSON!!!!

2010-01-02T20:45:00.002+08:00

hey...
lng time no see'
arg today early in the morning go pasir ris park go jogging
then go white sands packet go hme eat breakfast
sian
go home sleep lyk for v lng time
but when i woke up i realised it was only 12
wtf then i go back to sleep...
tommorow doing the same thing
go jog eat go golf bath sleep
then the day after tmr go sch
boring
so lng nvr play basketball my hands starting to get itchy
i wanna buy a new basketball
cuz my current one is indoor which makes it v dirty when played indoors
...
enough for now bye
...

2009-12-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

hey
YZH sucks if u noe who it is
i cannot tell later he go hme cry 'mommy'
fck him
i ask jolene ask him whether he wanna play ball on thurs
then he said yes
u noe y ?
because she is a girl
a BIG FAT FLIRT
but when he knew it was frm me he had a mood swing
'WOW' ?
ask him come challenge luhs
talk so much as if vry pro lyk tt
talk big
anyway
nth much happened today
i went to my gradfather's hus to do something
then my senior
smsed to ask me whether wanna go
his hus
but sadly i cnt
sad
came home
bathed
use the com
...
nth else bye
oh yeah if u see YZH
pls slap him in the face for me and shout BIG FAT FLIRT
thanks
u will be appreciated.

2009-12-06T22:25:00.001+08:00

oh ps
again
there is something wrong with the mixpod
ur lucky if u cn see it
sorry
will change it another time
bye again
-.-

2009-12-06T22:16:00.002+08:00

hihi
just came back from glof in malaysia yesterday
we only spend one day in malaysia
i finally got back my own room
very cozy
just the way i lyk it
alot of holidays coming up
there is a scout camp on the fifteen
and im joing in as a alumni
just changed blogskin
the mixpod looks very weired
so large
nt nice but got no other choice
i think im going to play basketball one of these days
so if u wanna play
pls tag
i will confirm the date,time and location
a little later...
thks
bye

2009-11-25T19:58:00.002+08:00

hey
tmr going to get psle results
sad
i cannot feel scared
cause i dont noe my results and feel tt i cannot do anything
tmr going to meet frens before going to collect my results
i dont think im going luh
my parents probably follow along and disgrace me or smt
sad
ppl are behaving wierdly these day
something dramatic is going to happen anyway
i really dont wanna to hurt the person
but i cannot do it
sad again
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bye sadly

2009-11-18T20:32:00.002+08:00

hihi
ps vlng nvr post liao
my parents ban for awhile
anyway
tmr got the graduation party
i duno wat to wear sia
cuz i was suppose to wear the newbie t shirt
but i accidentally wore it for the practice run for the prize giving
lol how stupid of me...
after the graduation party maybe going to watch movie wif frenws
i dread this last day of sch
somany things happened
i cannot say its bad nor i cn i say its gd
i went to the hospital for the teraphy
it hurts quite lot
but if it is usefull
and will cure my leg
i dun mind
anyway i will stop here
bye

2009-11-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

just came back from golf at safra
i sold away my old clubs
and take my father's
cuz he brought a new set
must practice to prove my father wrong
he looks down on me too much
...
i really wants to win him some how...
i am at a disadvantage cuz he went for lsns and i didnt
anyway nw considering my standered for a person tat nvr go for lsns is v gd liao
...
still no reply ...
anyone wwanna go out on thurs after the graduation party !?
pls tag...

2009-11-12T13:54:00.002+08:00

hi again\in arjun's hus blogging
sian
arjun;s hus damn big seh
gt three lvls
even though he is rich he is nt proud ^^
he gt a kind mother too..lol
sian lor
in sch damn sian gt the dance thing
stucked cuz yeasterday nvr practice
the project work even worse
gavin became more proud everyday
nw everybody says so...
funny yesterday cannot sleep
morning drank lot and lot of coffee
lol
coming tues gt the dance competition
sian dun wanna do this sia
i wanna wear pink top white bottom
maybe will post some pics ...
anyway anybody wanna go out after the graduation party ?
just asking
pls tag...
bye

2009-11-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

Sian sia...
gt nth to do
chatting with nicolette
amanda if u wanna say anything bout this
pls dun say it pls
thk u...-.-
i just find her an interesting person to talk tok ?
anyway,
gavin still owes me two baskatball tactics book...!!!
two weeks liao le lehs
since before the interclass games
fed up.
after the concet thing
gt this free packet of rice
but it sucks arg no offence
anyway wat can u expect from food school provide
after that then go seven eleven go buy smt to eat
sat there wait for my younger sis to release from sch then bring her home lor...
boring arg my life..
go there do this go there do this
always the same...

2009-11-11T21:37:00.002+08:00

2009-11-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

gavin and hilda discussing bout the project

2009-11-11T21:19:00.002+08:00

Today go to PLGSS for the rehearsal.
that plce was extremely quit when we arrived because of their o lvls...
it was kinna fun anyway...
but gavin managed to sneak in sucessfully...
nt tat i dun wanna him to come r wwhat but it just does nt seems to be fair to ppl
cause there is actually alot of ppl wanna come for free...
another thing is because he always act as if he was really selected by mrs low for the sage hand...
lol.
it irritates me much.

2009-11-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

Thank my beloved sister gelynn for assisting me in creating this blog.:D
Today sucks
Mr sim came back and took whole control of the class whch made it very sian ...
i basically sat there and read a novel bout basketball.
nothing else to do.

this person that i always play basketball with starting to piss me off.
he seems so proud out of a sudden.
he thinks he owns the court nw after teaching him so many skills .lol.wtf
i ignored hi for the whole day.
sad.

Tmr got th school concert full-dressed rehearsal
im helping out as a stage hand.
bye continue tmr...
mom is getting naggy